Sunday, May 9, 2010

you've change alot

I realize u really changed a lot, 1 side of me is happy for u. but

another side of me ...... i guess im scared and hurt.

this things i told u to do when we were together, u wouldn't do

in a million years.but now, i dnt know is it because your

love for him is so strong. you would do anything for

him.

the reason im scared is because i feel the U i knew

b4 totally disappeared. somehow i cnt feel your presence anymore.

i love u the way u were b4. but ppl grow i know .

i hope not all your personality changes.

it really gives me relaxation, even though u talk

alot and sing like pulling cow up a tree.haha :P but i really like that feeling.in a

way it relaxes me. even i dnt know how

to explain it. mayb u can bring it to him as well.who knows...

i think its the other way around now, his going to sing
to u this time. ya maybe these are the

things u wan in a bf. hmmm...... well its my loss, the duty

to take care of U is not with me now. but i really

miss taking care of u, like a baby haha.

1 side of me hopes he can give u everything u wan.

be there for u when u need him

treat u the way u deserve to be treated

another side of me, keeps hoping u guys wont last long

fucking selfish i know. but i guess hoping u to be

happy i more important. "us"? i guess i will let god

decide were we stand in the end.somehow

i feel i will wait for u

cz HEAVEN KNOWS(song)

mayb my love will come back some day,

mayb our hearts will find their way

all i can do is hope and pray

my friends keep telling me, that if you really love her

your've gotta set her free and if she returns in kind

I"LL KNOW SHE"S MINE!

this is the best song ever. somehow , i feel the writer of this song feels the

same way i do now.

i hope the ending will be a happy ending ................

♥♥♥♥♥




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