JUNE 1st!!!!

1st day of the month, fresh start .no more wan life wan die already

lots of things up ahead of my.

this afternoon was drinking with Wang n his friends.

fucking smoke the stupid plant with them -.-

stone like hell!!!!!! lol best thing ever !!!!!

after that 2pm when home n slept till 6pm-.-

thn at last can watch my ip man2!!!

thn slp again till 11pm.kelwin fetch my out to fireball. jz bck home

this world tor ji tor choi!!!!!

single life rockss!!!!

im jz a normal guy

im jz an ordinary guy, living my life as any other ordinary guy.

i admit i dnt know how to dance and play any instruments to make u entertained

or even sing to u in the morning or any other time.

im not a rich and famous guy.

but there are few things im certain of. i know that i am always by your side when u need me

i know that i can give u happiness.

the most important thing is that i love u with all my heart

public holiday

woke up around 10 something, 1st thing is think of u.

after that went to pray with my family at pudu

eat zhai there. damn alot ppl lining up for the zhai -.-"

came bck around 1 something 2 , thn meet my friend at fireball.

promised him that i will drunk with him at fireball.

damn fucking drunk man, cnt even hit a straight ball haha.

nia ma fai n ah yan come take pics of me thn post on facebook.-.-

5pm i slept till 7 something. thn my friend call me wake up

thn we went to old town eat . i jz ate polo bun n soft boild eggs.

after that went to coffee berry to join fai n yan.

but i jz slept there again. -.-

8 something they went to aladin , thn i went home.

on the way home, i suddenly felt like vomiting.

thn i jz kept holding it. jz reach the house , open my car door.

my mouth like a bloody fountain already -.-"

after that slept till 1am something

now cnt sleep already, haizzz

i miss u

actually y must it end this way, their still so many things ahead of us

actually im lying to myself

actually i cnt carry on anymore

actually everyday i hope to c u

actually i hope to c your message in my phone

actually im worried about u

actually i want to know wat your doing everyday

actually im thinking of u every second

actually i look at your pictures everyday

actually i miss u very much

actually i love u very much

actually do u know ?

actually do u know how much im suffering

actually i can be with another 1

actually i cnt start another relationship

actually your my only 1

actually is he your everything ?

actually do u remember me ?

actually do u miss me ?

actually do u ever think of me ?

actually did u ever loved me ?

actually did u ?

actually can we get bck together ?

actually will u give US a chances ?

actually will u????

actually i miss u singing to me

actually i miss your laughter

actually i really really miss u

actually............. :(

【首播完整版】莫文蔚-外面的世界 MV

外面的世界

外面的世界
莫文蔚


在很久很久以前
你拥有我
我拥有你
在很久很久以前
你离开我
去远空翱翔
外面的世界很精彩
外面的世界也很无奈
当你觉得外面的世界很精彩
我会在这里深深的祝福你
每当夕阳西沉的时候
我总是在这里盼望你
天空中虽然飘着雨
我依然等待你的归期
外面的世界 - 莫文蔚
遇见了

在很久很久以前
你拥有我
我拥有你
在很久很久以前
你离开我
去远空翱翔
外面的世界很精彩
外面的世界也很无奈
当你觉得外面的世界很无奈
我还会在这里耐心的守着你
每当夕阳西沉的时候
我总是在这里盼望你
天空中虽然飘着雨
我依然等待你的归期
外面的世界


外面的世界很精彩
外面的世界也很无奈
当你觉得外面的世界很无奈
我还会在这里耐心的守着你
每当夕阳西沉的时候
我总是在这里盼望你
天空中虽然飘着雨
我依然等待你的归期
我依然等待你的归期
我依然等待你的归期
外面的世界 - 莫文蔚
遇见了【莫文蔚】

emo

this few weeks dnt know y , keep emo-ing. for a whl happy

thn for a whl sad .haizzzz cnt tahan anymore. its been 1 month,

still the same ? or did i improve myself?

still dnt know....

im worried ....

HAPPY BREAKUPsary haha

time pass by damn fast. we broke up 1 month already.

hmmmmm, still not bad lah now. much better now haha.

badminton 2ml morning and at nite -.-"

can die liau haha

sad case

went to the saloon 2day, hair so damn fast long .

but this time i went with my friend and her....

so weird.

after that went to eat bak kut teh with ah fai thy all.

after eating thy fetch me bck. and i went to fireball to meet up

with my friend. i saw him smsing with his gf, i jz looked abit

"plss ..... plsss. bla bla bla.

thn i knew something was wrong. after that he told me that

his gf jz broke up with him. i was shocked, cz all the while they

were fine. thn i asked him if it was because of 3rd party.

he told me that his gf said that thy wont make it in the long run.

and their thinking are different. she didnt gave much explaination .

but she still will send to him I LOVE U.

so i told my friend, steady larrr. she still say i love u means

still can patch bck. no worries , like me ? already the death penalty .cnt be

saved. really sad to c him like this. b4 that he was the one that advice me

comfort me . but i myself also not in the mood and so weak in this kind of

situation. so i cnt do much as well but to just hear wat he said. aikssss

this year kinda sucksssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.

new beginning ???

just now at fireball, playing pool with kelwin thy all. after that study

with JJ. had an unexpected message from dear. so shock when i saw he .haha

when all hope is lost, u gave me hope. dear thx for suddenly finding me

really appreciate it alot ^^. chat for almost 1 hour haha, my phone

can boil egg already, ears so hot haha. really very nice

chatting with dear. so many things can talk with u. we kinda have alot

in common as well haha. stay happy always ^^ muaksss

wednesday exam !!!!!!!!!!!1 study study study. we both +U+U orrrrr hehe :P

张靓颖 - 如果这就是爱情

你做了选择对的错的
我只能承认心是痛的
怀疑你舍得 我被伤的那么深
就放声哭了何必再强忍
我没有选择 我不再完整
原来最后的吻如此冰冷
你只能默认我要被割舍
眼看着你走了
如果这不是结局 如果我还爱你
如果我愿相信 你就是唯一
如果你听到这里 如果你依然放弃
那这就是爱情 我难以抗拒
如果这就是爱情 本来就不公平
你不需要讲理 我可以离去
如果我成全了你 如果我能祝福你
那不是我看清 是我证明我爱你
灰色的天空无法猜透
多余的眼泪 无法挽留
什么都牵动 感觉真的好脆弱
被呵护的人原来不是我
我不要你走 我不想放手
却又不能够奢求同情的温柔
你可以自由我愿意承受
把昨天留给我

原來這才是真正的分手

如果兩個人分手之後做了朋友,那說明我從來沒愛過你
　　如果兩個人分手以後依舊可以做分手之前做的事,那說明我想讓你記住我
　　如果兩個人分手之後我不再見你並大聲說我恨你,那說明我不捨得離開你
　　如果兩個人分手之後在彼此的世界消失了,那說明我真的愛你
　　分手時,沉默是最好的問題,最圓滿的答案.
　　戀愛是甜蜜的,分手是難免的.誰不是哭過幾次,痛過幾次,才找到最後的愛.分手是必經的,但有些問題不必問.
　　1.不要問:為什麼要分手.
　　無論答案是什麼,都是你難以接受的原因.
　　2.不要問:你有沒有愛過我.
　　愛過如何,未愛過又如何,總之這一刻就是不愛.
　　3.不要問:我做錯了些什麼.
　　愛不是講對錯,而是講感覺.相愛是談情,不是講理.當愛的感覺已經不存在,對或錯又可以挽回些什麼?
　　4.不要問:我有什麼不好.她有什麼好.我有什麼比不上她.
　　何必逼對方,再一次侮辱你,打擊你的自信心.
　　5.不要問:難道你不記得我們以前快樂的日子了麼.
　　她/他要離開你,就是因為她/他要現在的快樂,和將來的快樂.
　　6.不要問:不如我們重新來過.
　　這個哀求,只會讓對**得你更可憐,更卑微.
　　7.不要問:我們以後還可不可以做朋友.
　　這樣拖泥帶水,對方只會感到厭煩.
　　我一直說一句話…愛是最美好的記憶.愛過了,曾經擁有過了,就要學會知足,何必為難對方,讓曾經的美好變了味道.讓她/他曾經給過的溫柔成為孤獨時溫暖自己的美妙的回憶.回憶是美麗的…珍藏走過的軌跡…握緊現有幸福…

saturday

as usual working, all bosses didnt go to work 2day

so... one man show lorrr of cz. haha working my ass off.

7 something went yam cha with wen ni at yau yat chuen.

so damn long didnt go there already, changed alot .

things jz will keep changing, either is for the better

or the worst.

2day my 1st day O.T at low yat which i need to close the shop by

myself .haha, damn scary whole place in darkness. after closing the

shop thn faster run of out there. haha

11 something dated kelwin n abby yam cha n eat at xiong kin fon(taman billion)

abby -.-"""" your friend leh , say wan introduce to me pulak .

kelwin, u eat some more u sure become like me liau.

ah fai n ah yan were at coffee berry . so after eating with kelwin

i went there.

at there , ah fai told me U were there . i looked at u n thn totally stuned

hmmmmmm, after that went fireball with fai n yan. cnt even win 1 round -.-

langsung cannot concentrate . after that thy wanted to go aladin , i said better not

went home, facebook with ky . lol feel so weird , but she's quite ok to chat with.

so now its like 5am. wtf am i doing -.-!!!!!!

better not meet with u nxt time ,stronger thn drinking energy drink man.haha

no need slp liau now.

i wan to go to a place with u where there is green grass every where. a big tree

which we can sit under

it. blue skies n white clouds. wind blowing softly hitting gently against us.

listening to 'WHAT A WONDERFUL WORLD'

wow imagining it really relaxes me .....

I THINK TO MYSELF WHAT A WONDERFUL WORLD.... : )

馮曦妤 避風港

冯曦妤 - 避风港

也许想让你失望 你从不放在心上
在你心中我有别人没有的漂亮
甜的的都留给我尝 苦的的只会自己扛
遇上风风雨雨你会把我藏进你衣裳
握着你的手我不愿放
千金不换的温暖
无穷无尽的爱护 来自你凝望我的目光
对我好不要求我偿还
因为这份爱是天下无双
有你在我才学会勇敢 坚持我梦想
哒啦噔哒啦噔哒哒啦哒
感谢你 当我的 避风港
也许就让你失望 你从不放在心上
在你心中我有别人没有的漂亮
甜的的都留给我尝 苦的的只会自己扛
遇上风风雨雨你会把我藏进你衣裳
握着你的手我不愿放
千金不换的温暖
无穷无尽的爱护 来自你凝望我的目光
对我好不要求我偿还
因为这份爱是天下无双
有你在我才学会勇敢 坚持我梦想
做我翅膀 让我飞翔
握着你的手我不愿放
千金不换的温暖
无穷无尽的爱护 来自你凝望我的目光
对我好不要求我偿还
因为这份爱是天下无双
有你在我才学会勇敢 坚持我梦想
面对风风雨雨 我再不会迷茫
换我来 当你的 避风港

Louis Armstrong - What A Wonderfull World

I see trees of green, red roses too
I see them bloom for me and you
And I think to myself what a wonderful world.

I see skies of blue and clouds of white
The bright blessed day, the dark sacred night
And I think to myself what a wonderful world.

The colors of the rainbow so pretty in the sky
Are also on the faces of people going by
I see friends shaking hands saying how do you do
They're really saying I love you.

I hear babies crying, I watch them grow
They'll learn much more than I'll never know
And I think to myself what a wonderful world
Yes I think to myself what a wonderful world.

黄小琥 - 伴

如果命运可以定做
如果有另一次选择
我想我还是会把手让你紧握
快乐的陪你去坎坷
就算你有天变落魄
就算你老的不能动
我想我还是会挽着你看日落
你的心疼在泪光中
嘴巴上彼此嫌麻烦
眼神中关怀那么满
没说爱却早已认定一辈子的伴
在人前从来不浪漫
在心中却总为对方打算
最懂的人最暖的伴


就算我以后变罗嗦
就算我老了有病痛
我想你还是会照顾我到最后
隐藏最弱不眠不休
嘴巴上彼此嫌麻烦
眼神中关怀那么满
没说爱却早已认定一辈子的伴
在人前从来不浪漫
在心中却总为对方打算
最懂的人最暖的伴


嘴巴上彼此嫌麻烦
眼神中关怀那么满
没说爱却早已认定一辈子的伴
在人前从来不浪漫
在心中却总为对方打算
最懂的人最暖的伴

哦
没有辛酸，没有遗憾
什么是陪伴，什么是心安
你是答案

HAPPY BIRTHDAY G LAM 2010

all the best bro. wish all your dreams come true

forced to stand up , and talk crap in front of us hahaha

finally a place where we can sit down.

but the drinks there are HELL ' CHEAP'

wuhoo

all order fruit juices -.-"

and 1 cost around rm17 for 1 cup. and which is not pure

fruit juice -.-

FANTASTIC

duh.... closed again >"<

dnt know where to go .

closed as well -.-"

all the way there and the bloody place is closed -.-

at the curve

finaly , off my chest

took me quite a long time to decide to call u or not .

zzzzzz. abit excited , scared , happy , nervous.

but 1 thing i knew for sure , if i didnt tell u by tonight

its going to bother me for quite sometime.

so better get it over with .

anyway nice to hear your voice .

take care , good luck and good bye....

tuesday

raining day , wuhoooo slept like a pig . long time sinces i had

afternoon naps. hmmmm..... so tired these few days.

after that day badminton, my whole body aching like shit

+ help MO carry stuff -.-" some more die.

nothing out of the ordinary 2day. went to school, thn fireball, yam cha

thn went home. zzzzzz

whole day hvn even ate something .....

really thin already @@" jeans keep falling haha.

but still have stomach -.-"

but funny , i dnt eat dnt knw y wont feel hungry @@"

but anyway i will eat abit even though i mou wai hau to eat .

still hvn told her ...... errrrrrrrr wtf -.-" gan jeong

monday....

wat a boring monday, cnt slp dnt know y @@"

2ml class at 8am some more, fuck!!!

jz came bck from coffee berry with my gang.

long time since we yam cha in a big group. haha

this morning somebody told me, that 1 was invited to

your party. i was like 'wow' ME? your party ? i gave it a thought

for sometime but thn i guess if i went , the atmosphere would be damn

weird. wat am i going to say to u after i wish u happy birthday .

i guess theres nothing else to be said. soooo i guess im going to skip

this 1 . pass 2 years u have been celebrating with me. its time for someone else

to take that place. lol, i ain't going there to c u guys huging n stuff rite?. HELL NOooo .

come on, FORGETTING U is still in progress . if not for someone i think my wound wouldn't heal

that fast.

no doubt i really felt like going , but im sorry lah

dnt know how to inform u about this, mayb these few days . phewwww

kinda hard, everybody wants me to tell u myself -.-" .

arghhh asidjldkjfglkfjglkajdlkfjsdfkj fuck -.-

sunday

didnt work 2day because of the Shangri la Buffet.

chat with dear so late last nite, thn woke up

late haha.some more keep scolding ah fai that sunday morning

better get ready b4 11am haha. but instead i was the 1 that

was late haha.

after the buffet, fetch my mum n sis home ,me n fai went to

look for ah yan. that fucker fishing prawn all the time . sien lan dou

so i decided to find M.O

sei ye arrr , jz find her thn she ask me do kuli already -.-"

the stupid thing damn heavy till i go yam cha with her

eat soft boil eggs i also cnt control my strenght.

hold the egg thn already break the egg -.-"

after yam cha thn balik rumah rest awhl

then went to fireball with fai n yan at 9 something.

after fire thn went nearby ah fai's house geh mamak stall

yam cha with his school mate . hell alot of problems

1 year dnt work also can tahan -.-"

DENG NGE SOON

dear whole day slp, -.- macam babi . now only sms me >"<

Shangri la buffet !!!! with family n Fai(lucky guy)

eh, suppose to be a girl leh -.- boy pulak

last time , use to eat 8 dishes . now..... cnt already .

looks like something missing .spot the differences haha

天后

终于找到借口 趁着醉意上心头
表达我所有感受
寂寞渐浓 沉默留在舞池角落
你说的太少或太多
都会让人更惶恐
谁任由谁放纵 谁会先让出自由
最后一定总是我
双脚悬空 在你冷酷热情间游走
被侵占所有还要笑着接受
我嫉妒你的爱气势如虹
像个人气高居不下的天后
你要的不是我 而是一种虚荣
有人疼才显得多么出众
我陷入盲目狂恋的宽容
成全了你万众宠爱的天后
若爱只剩诱惑 只剩彼此忍受
别再互相折磨
因为我们都有错
KOMAYONG 制作
推开苍白的手 推开苍白的厮守
管你有多么失措
别再叫我 心软是最致命的脆弱
我明明都懂却仍拼死效忠
KOMAYONG KW
如果有一天爱不再迷惑
足够去看清所有是非对错
直到那个时候 你在我的心中
将不再被歌颂 把你当作天后
不会再是我

saturday

working whole day , after work i when to her house to

pass something to her cousin. the feeling when i went in the

house was like . 'wowww its been a damn long time since i'v

been in the house. as usual , anutie's will be playing mahjong there haha

feels abit like i hvn been home a long time . lol

most happy thing is that , they said im thin already . lol

thats a surprise haha. well , i really lost alot of weight. keeping it up .

the most weird part is that , its like we'r so close but yet so far

just 1 door away from each other. lol , how hard is it to just open the door

and c u inside, but nahhh.... forget about it . its the pass , doesnt make a differences.

11pm badminton!!!!!!!! wuhooo , long time since i played .

dear, your cantonese damn funny larrr haha.BEH TAHAN :P.

dnt fong fei kei arrrr u , promise something liau must make it count!!

hmmmm....... i think im start to fall in love with jazz . hell relaxing

i love jazz!!!!!!!!!!!

friday

whole day dnt know doing wat , dear thx alot for

chating with me for so long . really appreciate it a lot.

hope to c u next week :P , cnt wait to c u .

friday

woke up at 10 this morning , had to meet my cousin n ah yi at pudu raya

took them to low yat to get my cousin a laptop.

so syok , i also wan a new laptop. T_T aikss

after that went to old town n have my breakfast. polo bun with soft boil eggs.

later 3.30 got class some more . weather so fucking hot

BEH TAHAN!!!!!!!

boring thursday

wat a boring thursday, all those got gf all go pak toh.

left me alone.-.-" friendsssssss

errrrrrrrrrrrrr, going crazy at home .

her

i think i went over the edge yesterday, i said something

to her that i shouldn't have said.for that im really sorry.

i wont look bck at my pass any more and carry on

with my life.

i wish u all the best in everything. hope u dnt keep in heart

wat i said . but i guess not seeing your profile will help me.

mayb after few month,when this matter fades we might

just be able to become friends again. who knows??

that time mayb we'll look bck and laugh together

about the silly things we done ...just maybe......

friendship

friendship is the most important thing to me now.

they are the ones that help me up when i fall

thanks to 1 of my friend ray , that fuck me

gao gao. i really wake up already.

no doubt i still love her. but no point crying over spilled milk.

wat i have to do now is study hard and earn lots of money $_$

so to all my friends, enough of fucking me up already, i really BEH TAHAN.

fuck me up some more , i think i will go crazy n fuck u bck.

i just need some time.

the best way

i thought yesterday i wouldn't sleep well, but actually

i slept like a baby. i thought i would be hurt so

badly i couldn't sleep. mayb im already used

to the pain. my heart doesn't feel anything

anymore.

i guess my heart died.....

i cnt think of anyway to forget u but to

assume your dead.

im going to erase you from my memories ,

erase u from everywhere.....

i will only remember 1 girl in my life

PINKY. i will only think of the U b4

I shouldn't have seen

After celebrating kelwin's birthday on the way bck, i pass by

your house.i somehow just drove in

the lane of your house. soo... as well have a

look at your house, saw your room lights on as usual.

somehow i feel like some one is waiting

me.im starting to get paranoid ...

COME ON JASON , dream on lah. its impossible.

2nd round at old town with the gang.

jz saw something

that i shouldn't have seen.

really hurts me so deep till i dnt have the strength

to move.

seeing those word, saying to other ppl really........

dnt even have the words to explain .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELWIN (21th birthday)

Publish Post

Happy birthday kelwin, dai kor zai le. need to sang seng lorr

wish all your wishes come true.

time passes by so slow

time passes by so slow without you, 1 week is like 1 month.

i wish to leap in time to c wat is the for me,

waiting kills me, its like torturing me bit by bit everyday.

feels like a knife poking through my heart . i hope 1 day i wont have

to use this blog to write all my sorrow , but all my happiness instead .

every week i will post something of my life that reminds me of

you.

but until that week if nothing is posted on this blog

means i'v carried on with my life and

never look bck.

i guess for now, im still looking back all the time.

im not sure of myself that i wan this day to

come.

my love for u hvn changed 1 bit.

THE BEST TWO HOURS WITH HER

After so long, 2day i finally can meet up with her.

we had lunch together with her friends at jojo.

THE BEST 2 HOURS of this few weeks.

the best moments were when

she was talking in the car.still that talkative haha :P

thx for making me laugh.

for a moment then i felt like we were like b4, and nothing

happen.

Even though, u didnt talk much after that i still felt relax

when u were beside me.

miss u very much...

you've change alot

I realize u really changed a lot, 1 side of me is happy for u. but

another side of me ...... i guess im scared and hurt.

this things i told u to do when we were together, u wouldn't do

in a million years.but now, i dnt know is it because your

love for him is so strong. you would do anything for

him.

the reason im scared is because i feel the U i knew

b4 totally disappeared. somehow i cnt feel your presence anymore.

i love u the way u were b4. but ppl grow i know .

i hope not all your personality changes.

it really gives me relaxation, even though u talk

alot and sing like pulling cow up a tree.haha :P but i really like that feeling.in a

way it relaxes me. even i dnt know how

to explain it. mayb u can bring it to him as well.who knows...

i think its the other way around now, his going to sing

to u this time. ya maybe these are the

things u wan in a bf. hmmm...... well its my loss, the duty

to take care of U is not with me now. but i really

miss taking care of u, like a baby haha.

1 side of me hopes he can give u everything u wan.

be there for u when u need him

treat u the way u deserve to be treated

another side of me, keeps hoping u guys wont last long

fucking selfish i know. but i guess hoping u to be

happy i more important. "us"? i guess i will let god

decide were we stand in the end.somehow

i feel i will wait for u

cz HEAVEN KNOWS(song)

mayb my love will come back some day,

mayb our hearts will find their way

all i can do is hope and pray

my friends keep telling me, that if you really love her

your've gotta set her free and if she returns in kind

I"LL KNOW SHE"S MINE!

this is the best song ever. somehow , i feel the writer of this song feels the

same way i do now.

i hope the ending will be a happy ending ................

♥♥♥♥♥

Sunday

Its not the same anymore, i miss the messages from u.

"yam, wat time coming bck. hungry le :("

these messages gives me a purpose, to hurry home

to u....

But now, after work i dnt receive them anymore.

but constantly i will look at my phone.

hoping to receive the message from u .but its jz....

raining day

every time it rains i feel like hugging u tightly. i always

remember the way u use to hug me. i miss

your smell , your touch, your kiss, your smile, your

laughter, your rabbit face, your 'teh' me face,

your bin jui face.

HEAVEN KNOWS

She's always on my mind
From the time I wake up,
Till I close my eyes.
She's everywhere I go
She's all I know.

And though she's so far away,
It just keeps getting stronger everyday
And even now she's gone
I'm still holding on

So tell me, where do I start
'Coz it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let her go



Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
But only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope & pray
'Coz heaven knows.

My friends keep telling me
That if you really love her,
You've gotta set her free
And if she returns in time
I'll know she's mine

But tell me, where do I start
'Coz it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let her go


'Coz heaven knows
Why I live in despair
'Coz wide awake or dreamin',
I know she's never there
And all the time I act so brave,
I'm shakin' inside
Why does it hurt me so?


Heaven knows... heaven knows.

2 weeks

Its been 2 weeks since we broke up, i can see that your really happy.

For that, im also happy for u. love sucks, the ending part

for me always sucks. maybe im born to be dump by girls or whatever. its really

sad to see that these are the last few pictures we took together.

If god gave me a wish either to meet or not to meet u in the beginning, for

others they might choose not to.but for me i definitely choose to meet

you and fall for u without a doubt. everybody says their are many other

trees in the forest, this i know. but are all the trees in the forest

with the same size n same hight ? to me your 1 special

and unique girl i ever met. i might be a fool, but im willing

to be a fool for u. the wound take times to heal, i also hope

some one will appear and heal my wound. i will continue to study hard

for my future.i hope u do the same too.

ZOUK K.L

its been years since i went clubing, really reminds me of the old days. damn happening night at ZOUK thanks to my friend Ian for organizing. its the 1st time i seat at a VIP place.i was shocked myself. the service damn good. lol .too bad only have 2 chicks with us. i hope the next time i go, the table will be all surrounded with babes. wuhooo ...... actually single is kind of fun. but.......

where is our commitment

where is our commitment we both made ?????? i really miss u very much. i need u back in my life. i will change for u . i only act like im ok , BUT IM NOT!

without her

2day is the 10th day without her, everything feel so different now. everyday i wonder what is she doing n thinking right now. even though i look ok, but inside me im like shit. i keep thinking of her with another guy. really hurts me a lot.we use to sms all the time for the pass 2 years. now i dnt even receive 1 message from her. constantly i will look at my phone all the time, hoping to receive a message from 'u'. for me not to be sad is by carrying the hope that u will come bck to me. but i know it wont happen. from the day u left me, i lost my laughter. every night i cnt slp well, just thinking of u. where r the promises u made to me the last time. u swore that u wont do this to me .but......