January 2008

Its a beginning of a NEW YEAR . im still trying my best to get the gal i love .
One day she told me she had sumthg she wanted to tell me , i was so scared it would be sumthg i wouldnt like to hear . she told me to wait , and will tell me the 'NEWs' later .cz she was writing her blog . so i waited n waited for her to be free . but unfortunate i was no free ,cz i was having class later so i told her to wait for me to cum bck . i was hell scared in school , i keeped thinking wat would she tell me .will it be 'i DONT HV THE CHANCES TO CHASE HER,SO FORGET BOUT HER' haizzzzz .
SO after class i rushed home , and told her im bck n stuff and wats the news she was going to tell me. i held me fingers crossed n prepared for the worst to cum. thn she told me the newss, well she broke up with her bf unfortunately . ERRrrrr, well the truth im of cz happy,cz im another step closer to get her . but in the other hand i felt sad as well, cz she was sad n stuff.
i told my friends bout this thy all told me to go get her , well i didnt wan it to happen so fast cz i know she is still in pain .

Few weeks later, whn working i asked her .if i could bring our relationship to the next level. she answered me 'NO' . my heart broke into pieces AGAIN. really felt like dieing . WOWW really felt like SHIT that time . errrrrrr didnt have to mood to work oso that day .haizzzzz, after few hours i asked her wats the reason she rejected me . i really couldnt accept that answer . no reason no explaination. after that she sms me bck n told me she didnt say 'NO' , she send wrong message
-.-" . u really scared me like hell larrrr babi.she told me is not that she dosent wan to accept me . is cz she promissed her xbf friend that she wont be with another guy so fast .

So i just needed to wait for the time to pass untill she can accept me . but i really couldnt wait to be with her.cz i love her too much. so few days later i asked her how long i should wait. she said 1 month, so i said ok . Untill the day that i couldnt stand it already . i told her im going crazy already , n i wan an answer from her . she told me until the day i hold her hand , means we will be 2gth. wowwwww , damn happy that time hahaha.

ON THE 25TH of JANUARY i holded her hand for the 1st time .